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Sunday, December 24, 2006

long awaited , photos taken in camp ! (:
{selected pictures only } enjoy . xD



mingyee , jiahui , mie (:



mingyee , mie , tingting (:



gina & mie (:



my CAREGROUP ! mismatch xD



BULL ! hahah . xD



NW cheerleading team ! <33s



Far North-West ! my unit (:



my unit AGAINs . hahah <33s



NORTHWEST ! we rock xP



changed ; Far North-West A ! <-loves .



ilovethem . myBELOVEDcaregroup .



YYY
decision made not out of feelings,
but out of clear mind and commitment
12:22 AM





MERRY CHRISTMAS (:


Jesus is the reason ,
for this very season .
{ my very first christmas with Jesus }
celebrating . happy happy (:
that all for now ; towards 30 ! (:



YYY
decision made not out of feelings,
but out of clear mind and commitment
12:22 AM




Saturday, December 16, 2006

wooohooos ! xD
i`m back from camp since thursday .
but real lazy to update blog and i`m busy wan okays . xP
hahahs . one word abt camp ! FABULOUS .

first day ,
games was boring ; to mie narhs .
cheeleading was great !
i made mistakes , but overall is okay (:
the process of practicing the dance and all ,
the time fellowshipping with the team etc ;
are really precious memories (:
then bathe , praise and worship , teaching ..
i`m really struggling to stay awake during teaching ;
but during altar call , god spoke to mie .
i responded , but was rather scared initially .
i cried . god's presence really overcomed my whole physical self .

second day was so packed !
DIDNT HAVE ENOUGH SLEEP . grrrrrrrs *
teaching , teaching , teaching .
only when the third teaching then i really paid attention =X
was really too sleepy and tired .. lesson learnt !
next time camp ; sleep early . (:
at night , we had mismatch ! hahahas .
peoply dressed up funnily , weirdly .
but the food was NICE ! .. wahahahs .

third day , packed up ; checked out .
photo-takings , post next time (:
thats abt it . i really learnt alot from camp . <33s
worth it ! $100 for this camp . definetly worth it .

today had service ,
we hit 27 . our goal is 3o ! x)
still have next week . Jiayou people !
its christmas PARTY . how can donte have ppl come ?
MUST have . hahahs (:
christmas is all abt Jesus ! * xD

ending here ,
early night everyone <33s



YYY
decision made not out of feelings,
but out of clear mind and commitment
9:01 PM




Tuesday, December 12, 2006

a special post to a particular somebody .
if she comes here ; she should know i`m talking abt her ler bahrs .

firstly i wanna clarify .
not we go and tell your mum derhs ;
is she ask why you`re not going church anymore .
also she realised your exams dropped tremenduously ,
asked mie what happened between us .
so tell mie , if you were mie ;
wanted the best for your friend , what would you do ?
i did what Holy spirit prompted mie to do .
told her mum ; cause i wanted to help her .
she knew i think and was very unhappy abt it .
can understand larh , budden its for her own good .

maybe you`ll really hate us because of this , but i dont care .
cause i want you to know what is called the best life ; it is living life with God !
non other than him ; our creator can anyone else give us a better life .
you are holy spirit baptised already isnt it ?
have you forgotten how God has grown you ?
have you forgotten what God blessed you ?
have you forgotten why God die on the cross for us ?
so that we need not be enslaved by sin and can find true love ;
which is relationship with him .
humans will fail us ; for we are not perfect .
then who else can let us not be hurt and protect us from harm ?
it is God himself .
He died so that we all can have a personal relationship with him .
how are you then , how are you responding to him after he has done that much ?

arent you the one who most wanted to come this church before you left ?
arent you the one who growed fastest in the lord ?
arent you the one who said God is your everything ?
arent you the one who's the most enthusiastic abt outreaching to ppl ?
arent you the one who asked us to go bpp and
outreach alomost everyday after school ?
arent we always the ones that were together
encouraging and spurring each other on ?
why now ; changed so drastically ?
and it aint any benefit to your life right now also ..
if only you stayed on , maybe your life wonte be so meaningless anymore ..

maybe your can say i betray her ;
i sootkia , backstabber blablabla ..
maybe your can scold mie ;
can call others scold mie blablablas ..
but you cant deny that i`m doing it for her own good .
cause if it aint for her ;
i wouldnt bother even to call her so many times ..
go her house to find her so many times ..
explain so many things to her mum also ..
i can just walk away and donte care abt her ;
but she`s my friend . and even she`s not , she`s a child of God .
how can i not care abt her ?
how can i not bother abt her ?
make sense isnt it ? (:

update abt camp later on .
hafta catch my sleep first . xP



YYY
decision made not out of feelings,
but out of clear mind and commitment
10:50 PM




Tuesday, December 05, 2006

heyheys peoples ! xP
i`m finally back to blogging ..
shall share abt my current mood ;
really irritated by those emo blogs i saw just now ..
not pin-pointing anyone btw . (:
things like maybe its fate barhs ,
or maybe its part of my life barhs .. blablablas .
not that i donte understand what they're going through ;
but more of like maybe bcause i know the truth yet they donte ,
then my thinking is not the same as theirs .. ?

what i think is that ;
maybe what they say is true .
things like its part of our growing experience ..
but i donte believe life is meant to be like that larhs ..
born ; mature ; become old ; sickness ; die ?
NO ! life is certainly not like that derh lorhs .
its impossible that our creator create us ;
for fun ? for this process ?
then might as well he donte create us isnt it ?

then i saw this particular tag in a person's blog ;
writing something like i`ve been through this stage many many times lerhs .
when i saw , my immediate response in my mind is ,
then why let yourself go through it again and again ?
its true isnt it ?
since we can choose how to live our life on earth ;
either to live for our Heavenly Father joyfully and
experience his grace ; his blessings ; his love for us ,
or to live in this world ; indulging in a few moments of pleasures of sins .
why donte we choose the BEST for ourself ?
and its certainly to live for Jesus . (:
for who can give us a better life than our very own creator ?
or who will know us better than our own creator ?

there's something thats really puzzling mie ,
is that why people love to get themself hurt so much ?
why make themself so miserable ?
i have gone through what they've gone through ;
crying till there's no more tear for mie to tear anymore ,
cutting like nvr before ,
but at the end ; i realised something .
that is there's NO relationships that can last forever
except for relationship with Jesus . (:

even relationship with parents ;
cause we all will become old and die ,
friendships with friends ;
we'll have to part one day , matter of earlier or later ,
boy-girl relationships ;
i donte believe it'll last for long either .
quarrel , fight , quarrel , break ..
there may be some sweet moments in between ,
but it wonte last forever ..

sometimes ,
we may all long for someone to pamper us ;
to come and care and concern for us specially,
and this certain guy comes along ,
it may not actually be that yoo like / love him .
it may be that he feeds ur need at that point of time and
yoo mistook that feeling for it .. (:

for mie ;
i also sometimes long for someone to embrace mie ,
to be sweet to mie , to care for mie ... etc .
but it need not be some guy right ?
everyone of us is not perfect , only God .
he knows us best ; and will take care of us (:

last thing ,
wanna clearly explain why God expects us to change our
characteristics ; personality etc .
its because thou God love us the way we are ,
he refuses to leave us that way ;
he wants us to become like Jesus christ .
as he wants us to live the Best out of our life .
-- i nvr wanna live my life less than what you`ve planned for mie . (:

i`ve came through ;
and have overcomed ..
i hope my friends ; they will overcome too .
i hate to see them torturing themself .
i`m sharing all these cause i hope it may benefit those who read my blog .
well , i seem to have alort to say hors ? hahahs . xP
thats abt it . goodbye folks ! <33s



YYY
decision made not out of feelings,
but out of clear mind and commitment
7:03 PM